So now to sum up my crazy first 3 years of parenting.
Speech delays, Allergies, Eczema, Asthma, and the looming thought of Autism in my son, that is the what we've been battling the last 3 years. At his 3 year check up the pediatrician finally said the "A" word. Yes I had thought it millions of times before and been petrified about it, but now it was reality. He asked about testing him and I said I wanted to wait 1 year for him to be in a social school environment. From July to September , I shut down my relationship with my son. Unsure if shut down is the appropriate wording, but we'll go with it.